Dude I honestly think you should seek help. I've watched you for a couple years and even when we have actual results to compare to the models, you still are completely out to lunch. It's only snow man, it's not a huge deal. If you genuinely believe that things are outperforming tonight and are that worked up about it, I truly, honest to god, genuinely support you seeing a professional. If you want to PM and have me help you link up with some people, I would be happy to! I know you have your heart in the right place. Honestly, if you even want a ride to any appointments, I would gladly drive you! Just let me know.